Month: December 2015

A trip back and trying to carry on…

That feeling when you can’t breathe. And you can’t speak. And you lose strength as the tears fall. And you couldn’t even feel it coming. You just want them to stop except everything inside falls beneath your eyes instead… And sounds gently mutter out of your mouth as you try to pull it together because it’s time to get on a bus and go complete your task. Wipe away the tears but they keep falling. People staring.. Barely holding it together. You step on and you stare at your reflection and you see nothing. You feel nothing. Everything changing but everything the same. You think… And you can’t hold on anymore to that which isn’t there. So much that just isn’t there in your life anymore… And so much that never was… And so many more things being born and ready to prime in this undiscovered life of yours.. But so much pain before the rose blossoms.. So many emotions you just can’t understand. You’re judged and put in a box instead… of being recognized …